A Farewell to Summer

The day began with mist rolling in over the sea, but before long it turned to morn­ing driz­zle and on into a rainy after­noon; big, lazy rain­drops falling in patches from the sky. Then as evening came the mist rolled in once more, cloak­ing every­thing in damp­ness and white. Here by the shores of the Eng­lish Chan­nel, this is how autumn begins.

Though it will return in patches over the com­ing month, brief flick­ers and shad­ows of July’s heat, the sum­mer that was is now gone. It was a sum­mer of travel and of dodg­ing the rain, a sum­mer of remem­ber­ing the past and of mak­ing plans for the future. It held what might be my last RABIES, what may be my last sum­mer in Gali­cia, and what almost cer­tainly will be my last sum­mer as an unmar­ried man.

So now, as the light dims and dies for another year, bring on har­vest and Hallowe’en, bring on the howl­ing winds and dri­ving rain, bring on coats and inside-out umbrel­las and mugs of warm cider by the fire. Soon it will be sum­mer once more, and every­thing will be different.

November

Once again, the world has whirled its way around its orbit and arrived back at what us mam­mals call “Novem­ber”. Per­haps it’s the short­en­ing days, the wind and rain, or maybe just the after-effects of Hallowe’en, but Novem­ber has had a strange effect on me in recent years. At Uni­ver­sity, cer­tainly, after a Sum­mer away and an Octo­ber of re-settling in, Novem­ber was when the drama started rear­ing its ugly head.

Then, as now, it’s most marked by a feel­ing of dis­con­nec­tion — that there’s some dis­tance between myself and the real world. Chores go undone, meals uneaten, impor­tant things for­got­ten, and my brain floats between cre­ativ­ity, blank ‘meh’, and frus­trated bore­dom. Com­bined with the resid­ual Unseelie feel­ings from the Hallowe’en just passed, and the leaves blow­ing past in the wind, it puts me in a strange place.

Inci­den­tally, I wrote a (very) short story. It’s far more upbeat than the rest of this blog entry, and as a bonus will only con­sume about two min­utes of your life. It’s here:

Novem­ber in the Court of Seasons

Read, share, enjoy, etc. Happy All Hal­lows’ Day!

November in the Court of Seasons

The old grand­fa­ther clock struck mid­night, twelve solemn bells that sig­ni­fied End­ing and Begin­ning in the way that no other num­ber, and no other clock, ever could.

Jack sighed, downed the last of his whiskey, and stood up. The can­dles that splut­tered near to the end of their wicks on the mahogany throne behind him finally gave up and smoked away into nothingness.

“Lords and Ladies of the Court, ladies and gen­tle­men both liv­ing and departed, I must now bid you farewell. My time is over for another year, and I must now hand over to my sis­ter as your host for the next four moons and two. Now if you will indulge me a few more sec­onds – one last toast! Whether you rest here or beyond the West­ern sky this Win­ter, may you rest in peace!”

“May you rest in peace!” returned the court, even its incor­po­real mem­bers man­ag­ing to drink to the sentiment.

The doors at the back of the audi­ence cham­ber blew open, bang­ing back against the stone walls as their hinges creaked and com­plained. A chill wind blew through the room, car­ry­ing on it leaves of red and yel­low in their thou­sands that spi­ralled in the air. And fol­low­ing it came a tall woman dressed in red and brown cloth and with the same leaves plaited into her hair. In her left hand she car­ried a staff of chest­nut wood, and in her right a flagon of froth­ing cider. She was fol­lowed by three girls and three boys, each dressed in autum­nal brown, who car­ried jugs of the same cider to refill the glasses of any­one who desired.

The woman gave her brother a hearty hug as they passed each other down the aisle.

“Farewell my brother, Jack of the Lanterns,” said she.

“Wel­come my sis­ter, Lady Novem­ber,” said he, and the Court cho­rused “Wel­come Lady November!”


The Lady Novem­ber reached the front of the cham­ber, turned to face the Court, and sat down upon the throne that was now hers. The doors slammed shut, and bereft of wind the leaves set­tled on the ground, giv­ing the impres­sion that the whole floor was aflame. And at that moment the clock began to strike twelve again, for as all present knew, when no Lord or Lady sat upon the Throne of Sea­sons there could be no pass­ing of time in the world.

She addressed her audience.

“My Lords, Ladies and Gen­tle­men,” she said, “the nights draw in, and it is but a short time until I must hand over this throne to the eldest of my broth­ers, Saint Nicholas. At this time of year it becomes nec­es­sary to stop think­ing only of enjoy­ing the day, but also of enjoy­ing the night.

“And so,” said the Lady Novem­ber with a grand sweep of her arm, “let our hearts be warmed by blaz­ing bon­fires and free-flowing drink! And…” She stood, and turned away from the Court to look through the great glass win­dows and the night beyond. “Let the fire­works begin!”

With a drum­roll from the orches­tra and a bang and a flash of gun­pow­der, the sky lit up in a blaze of all the colours of the rain­bow — and then some — as hun­dreds of fire­works shot up into the ink-black night. The Court raised a cheer, and raised a glass, and the month of Novem­ber began.